I begin to feel electric and immobile and shrink into my physical body instead of filling it up. Dull green light permeates my soul. I project immediately out into the room and watch Eden move around in bed as I reach the ceiling, which is incredibly high. I know exactly what I want to do with this experience. I yell out into the everything: "I want to meet my baby!"
I know I have to wait to enter a dream state and get through this transition. The transition moves me from room down into another room full of psychedelic trippyness. I think of how creative the universe is to create these strange rooms for me in order to enter a dream.
Finally I enter the dream and recognize its dreamlike quality instantly. I walk into a gorgeous Mexican style house with yellow walls and blue and burnt red tiles. To my right there is a living waterfall right inside the room with a sweet pond. I walk toward the kitchen and see a blonde woman. I say, "I am looking for my baby, can you help me find my baby?" She looks at me curiously but has no answer. It dawns on me that this is my future house and I just need to go upstairs and look for a crib.
So I run upstairs and of course there is no crib but there is my beautiful baby boy laying on the bed, swaddled in a dark blue blanket. He is gorgeous and healthy. I am so happy to see him I am bursting with love. I know exactly what to do. I lay beside him and he nurses, just the way Eden used to as a newborn. I am so in love!
I think to myself, "So I'm having a boy. It seems impossible, but here he is."
I feel like we are communicating as adults do, just without words, which is fantastic, but I can't remember our exchange. It is just wonderful to be together.
More happened, but I can't remember....