Out of Body Meditation

*experience from 7:30am this morning*

after waking around 6am, reading, and allowing the morning light to enter my bedroom, i closed the book and my eyes and relaxed into the bed. in realizing the great success of yesterday's experience with coming up with 3 goals and accomplishing them, i tried to come up with what i wanted to accomplish in this experience. i decided to use the 'clarity now!' demand and deep breathing again, but to also find the man in the purple robe i saw in the consensus reality. i also fantasized about simply flying into my backyard and fly through the woods of Whatcom Falls Park, and even, fly and swim through the waterfalls.

i decided that whatever reality became available, i would embrace.

after relaxing for several minutes, i began to sense an electric tickle. at first i was reluctant to believe i was already ready to vibrate and make my exit, but i opened myself up to it and suddenly i was sinking into the bed, vibrating, and floating upward.

in the history of all my experiences i have NEVER reached this deep and focused and VERY SPECIFIC state, THAT FAST. i felt very excited about this, and witnessed a growing confidence in myself.

immediately i remembered to breathe deeply, and as i did so i felt my physical chest rise and fall in addition to my breathing double. yesterday morning i did not experience a dual awareness when i breathed. i was fascinated by having such a focused consciousness, and yet so deeply immersed in this entirely different brain wave and state.

i opened my astral eyes and saw something next to my bed that i didn't want to see, so i aborted the entire experience. i recognized the image immediately: it was made up of my own very personal imaginative substance. i can always tell when i have manifested a fear into an image, and when what i am looking at is a separately existing consciousness. it is simple to diagnose.

although i knew the image wasn't a real presence, i felt too scared to continue, counted to 5, etc.