Owls and Rainbow Worlds

*out of body experiences from the morning of March 8*

after sleeping for an hour, i woke a little after midnight, shaken awake by nightmares of menacing owls hiding in shadows, coming to take me away. as i lay i fell back into a the sleep state, but my mind stayed awake. immediately i began vibrating electric, paralyzed on my back, erik sleeping beside me.

i knew i was vulnerable to what i was afraid of most that night. visitors with big black eyes. i felt them above our house, waiting. i heard the humming of a spaceship, something i never heard before.

i quickly woke myself up by counting to 5. it was easy. no problems.

i was stunned to find that i could still hear a humming from above the house. it's a sound i have literally never heard before, but i was wide awake in this moment. moving my body, sitting up straight, slapping myself in the face, i knew i was not in an energetic state.

the sound faded away into the night. suddenly, erik's body heaved and twitched and the humming sound began with it, almost as if it caused him to jerk his body. then it was gone, and erik was still asleep.

in the morning, i woke early to erik's movements. i read a book for about half an hour and he left for work. i lay and tried to have an OBE; i could feel that i was inches from that deep state as i had just left it very recently.

sure enough, i began to feel the sensation of sinking into the bed, as if something heavy was pushing down on my body. i couldn't move, and i felt electric.

i began floating to the ceiling, and i went right through it, still laying horizontal. as soon as i got past the roof, i lay my body down, my back right on the skylight above our bed. the sky was full of sunshine, and i could feel it shining through the trees to my right even though i didn't look over there.

i wanted to project into an astral realm, so i imagined the rainbow world i once visited in a lucid dream when i was 12. suddenly i was sliding down the curve of a rainbow with a cloud at the end. it didn't illicit the same kind of rapture as the other world i'd been too. i was in an uninspired, imagined world. suddenly i heard a door slam, so i woke.