Paralysis Visions

This morning, I knew it was going to happen, but I fell asleep as I was trying to decide what goal to have for a projection.

I'm laying halfway on my stomach when I feel the paralysis sensations come on. Awareness moves from a dream state to awareness of my sleeping body. I experience a feeling of dread and of malice in the dark, but I repeat in my mind, "I am in a safe space," and surround myself with white light. I decide to go with this experience and see what it brings, without bringing effort or goal.

Instead of projecting out of my body, a very dull visual begins to display. It is my body lying diagonally on a rollercoaster sliding down, very fast, backwards. I am unimpressed, but I'm too lazy to abort the experience.

Next, something grabs my ankles just like the last two experiences. I am not surprised, but I am ticked off. I say, "Oh no you don't!" and I wake myself with great force.

Even though I had woken myself up, I felt the grip on my ankles for at least a minute after full body consciousness.