Eden woke me up often last night/this morning so it crossed my mind I'd probably unwillingly project. I decided if it happened, I'd have a mission: to find my ancestors and get to know them.
When the vibrations come, they are so soothing I question whether this is really happening. They become stronger and stronger, and I send out the idea that I'm searching for my ancestors. Instead of floating upward, I am instantly in space with dual awareness of being in bed. The awareness in bed feels several figures standing next to the bed, who I can only assume would be the spirits of my ancestors. But I don't know them. They are strangers. I feel the mystery of it, and I feel some fear.
The awareness in space is shooting at light speed through tunnels, many different tunnels, from one to the next, each a different color and texture. Finally I am spit out into a galaxy whose stars instantly become double helixes that move in an intentional swirl toward me until they are running through me. These are facets of my family. I receive no substantial information from these double helixes.
They disappear and I am left with the stars, floating with nothing above, nothing below, just stars. Some are very large and twinkling bright. I am mesmerized. Then the entire scene spins in circles (indicating to me a change of reality). I am relieved that the vibrations are over and now I have entered a lucid dream-like space.
I am in a house. My sister and dad are here. What follows is too personal, but I will say that I facing my immediate family first seems like an appropriate way to begin this exploration into my family's heritage.
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