The last two mornings I have had out of body experiences. It has been months since my regular OBEs, when I was experiencing them with the great frequency of every-other-day, sometimes multiple times in one morning. For whatever reason, and I could theorize about many, I have almost completely stopped having them. The most probable reasons are:
1) other things have suddenly become so much more important
2) I have been getting rich, long, healthy nights of sleep with no waking in the early morning.
The last two mornings I had OBEs because I woke up after 6 hours of sleep, and then went back to sleep. Unfortunately, both times, I could not see the room as I normally see it while in exit-mode. I could not see the room as I was floating, either, and this almost always leads directly into a lucid-ish dream until all consciousness goes under again.
I am frustrated because I miss having frequent, lucid experiences out of body. And especially at this juncture in my life, on the precipice of getting married which is the biggest thing I have ever done, I wish so much to have some kind of spiritual guidance.
This is just my current state -- I know with all my being that if I really (REALLY) wanted to have them more often, I would simply have to increase my desire and determination. Neither of which are coming easily right now during my immensely life consuming wedding planning.
