Force by an Unseen Force

The following experience took place this morning around 7am:

For the first time in a while, I woke when Erik got up to get ready for work, and I didn't get back to sleep right away. It occurred to me that I'd probably have an out of body experience, so I began thinking about possible goals. As I was drifting, I remembered that I had wanted to have more experiences in getting to know my baby. Soon, I found myself electric and paralyzed.

I become aware of the entire room, with its limited morning light. I'm laying partway on my back and I'm not quite comfortable with the darkness. I consider waking myself up, but simultaneously feel too lazy to muster up the effort. I decide to be open to any possible experience.

Similarly to my last experience, I feel something tugging at my feet. Before I know it, I am being dragged out of my body by an unseen force. This force drops me near the front of the bedroom door and I realize that I am not even in my astral body; I am a sphere less than 6 inches in diameter.

Suddenly, and abruptly, the unseen force drags me by my feet into the living room. I ask to meet my baby. I am thrown through the window and I feel myself bounce on the ground between our house and the fence. Confused, I wake myself up.


These kinds of experiences leave me more boggled than ever. I can't help but feel like there is no meaning to what I am experiencing.