Another Trip In Space

This morning after the third time to pee around 5am, I was disgruntled. I was exhausted and completely frustrated with all the peeeeeing and waking up. When I climbed back into bed, I knew I was going to be awake for a while. Erik got up and went to work around 6, and I finally felt myself getting sleepy around 6:30. I knew an OBE was in the works. I could feel it. For the first time in a long time, I didn't want anything to do with it. I decided that if I felt any of the sensations to OBE, I was just going to be lazy and do nothing and see what happened. A goalless projection.

When the sensations came, I felt myself roll my eyes (in my mind). It actually began with prickly sensations around different parts of my body and ended with a feeling in my right hand. Then I was full blown electric.

I stay in this state for a while. When normally I would probably just float upward almost immediately, I wanted to see if I would have to do all the work for this experience when I didn't even want it in the first place.

When nothing happens, I reluctantly shoot myself out of body. For the first time, EVER, I see the room how it actually is. I see the windows in the correct shapes with the blinds just so, and the wall texture as it is with the funny UFO lights on the ceiling. I shoot straight up through the ceiling at a perfect 90 degree angle.

I continued to propel upward at great speed until I perceive that I am breaking through the Earth's Azure atmosphere. The stars emerge. Again, for the first time EVER, I see the stars the way they look and appear in photographs and footage; there must be millions of varying sizes of twinkling balls of gas. I am still propelling at great speed.

I realize almost immediately that I am far away from home and feel a little anxiety and direct myself home.