Missions Accomplished!!

*out of body experiences and lucid dreams from 7:30 - 8:00am*

i woke at 6am and very consciously stayed up until it became dawn, so that i could attempt a positive out of body experience. i read the book 'Adventures Beyond the Body' by William Buhlman while i waited for some morning light to enter the room.

i decided i wanted to accomplish 3 things in this experience:

1) to demand clarity by forcefully stating "Clarity Now!" like the book suggests when you can't see very well.

2) attempt deep breathing to focus and maintain consciousness.

3) to visit my friend Carla, a fellow lucid dream traveler.

i closed my eyes around 7, and entered a vivid dream. within seconds, i become aware of my deep state, and bring awareness to my body. i feel myself gently sinking into the bed. i very consciously begin to breathe deeply, something i have NEVER done in OBEs because you don't need to breathe. the book suggests it to maintain focus and elongate the experience.

in breathing deeply, i find my day to day consciousness emerge. my personality. i no longer feel like my emotions and soulful desires are going to distract me from what i am setting out to do (which is a common problem in soul travelers attempting experiments --> their astral selves just want to fly around and explore)

i continue to deep breathe, and because i'm only feeling the sinking sensations, i ask for the vibrations to come, but softly. i begin to vibrate, the frequency is great but it doesn't feel like a violent earthquake. along with my deep breathing and maintained focus, i ask for the vibrations to speed up, and i tell myself "i am projecting out of body" -- immediately i leave my body, at light speed!

at this speed i should be in space by now, but i look and see that i am simply moving throughout the bedroom. i am moving in circles through the bedding, through the walls and the bed frame, aimlessly and skilllessly.

at this point i forget all about the deep breathing (i'm surprised i remember it as long as i did) BUT i DO remember to demand clarity! so i YELL, "CLARITY NOW!"

ten years ago, this demand did nothing for me. it was as though i could hear astral folk laughing that i thought i could control my astral blindness (which has been a problem for the last 10 years).

but this morning, after demanding it with incredible force, i could SEEEEEEEE EVERYTHING!! like never before!! there was incredible light INSIDE and OUTSIDE and there were potted plants INSIDE MY BEDROOM. they were bright orange flowers and they were well cared for, and i knew very well they didn't exist in the physical reality, but it made me love them even more! now i know what's REALLY in my bedroom, and it's beautiful.

i feel cured of my blindfold!! this was a moment to rejoice.

so i propel upward, directly into space, to celebrate.

at some points in this speed-of-light propulsion, i leave my astral body just to watch it from a point in consciousness. i see my astral body, drenched in colors changing from one to the next.

instantly, i find myself in a galaxy i haven't been to yet, and the planet i move past looks golden with brown swirls and tan clouds.

just as quickly as i discover this new place, i remember that i wanted to find Carla. i lift forward and head straight down down down, head first, back into Earth and down into Carla's world. there is black all around her, but she is dancing with her arms out wide open, smiling and looking right up at me heading face down from the sky. we hug because we finally found each other in the conscious level we both know so well. and then we kiss, and it's epic.

i find myself back in my room, and restore my lucidity by remembering that i am out of body and i may do what i wish.

i want to find people.

in 10 years of travel i have NOT met anyone other than my own demons and gray aliens, and i wanted to find the spiritual, consciously non-physical PEOPLE. i also decided that i wanted to find someone in the "consensus reality" as William Buhlman describe in his book. a consensus reality is one that is created by a group of people over centuries of belief in it, and a non-consensus reality is one that is thought-formed, immediately, by whomever is present.

i wanted to find a consensus reality because i wanted to go somewhere people already exist, all the time, without me.

instantly, i begin traveling throughout the house, and i move down towards the sun room and right outside the window is a man, looking up at me hovering in the room. he is white with dark brown hair, a beard and mustache, wearing a dark purple robe-like garment, but it's more like suede, and it only goes down to his knees. i know in seeing him, that he cares about me.

because this is my first encounter with a genuine soul, i suddenly feel shy and intimidated and brush right past him and soar to a hundred feet in the air.

as i move upward, i see that standing in the same plane of existence as the purple robed man are many other people, and i recognize them all by light that is shining from their heads from above. i become aware of medium size pools of water that ascends down, each with small waterfalls joining them. there is so much sunlight, and i feel very content here.

i know i am losing my focus and density in consciousness. i know that my out of body experience cannot last much longer.

so i decide to enter a lucid dream. i fly back up into my bedroom and visit the potted plants with orange flowers and bounce on top of the bed with my sleeping body in it. i yell, "I'M LUCID DREAMING, I'M LUCID DREAMING!" and i shapeshift into a ball and bounce down the stairs. i have become so very short now that i am simply a ball, that whenever i bounce down the stairs i perceive the stairs in an entirely new way. i do not like feeling so short!

but i continue to bounce, and i move through the dining room and yell again "I'm lucid dreaming, I'm lucid dreaming!" very happily bragging about it to whoever will listen.

i then realize i feel quite safe, and that it wouldn't be so bad to call out to the gray aliens in a lucid dream. i have never successfully called them over to me. they have only come when they feel like it.

i bounce through the living room and see that the hallway to my left is dark. the kitchen isn't very bright either, and great eyes in the shape of almonds begin to form in the center of the kitchen. i decide to abort this experiment, because i know i'm not ready to face this, and count to 5.

1, 2, 3, 4, FIVE!! and i wake myself up in bed. i lay on my back and went through all the details of my experience before getting up and posting this.